justice delayed is justice denied

2007-10-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

2007-10-03T04:53:00.000-07:00

HOW TO HELP BURMA?

2007-10-02T01:10:00.000-07:00

If everybody we know emails a request (not for tickets, but for
China's action for Burma) to ticketsupport@ beijing2008. cn, it will
significantly slow down Olympics ticket sales and call China's
attention to the matter. China may ignore protests, hunger strikes,
petitions, wearing-red shirts, etc. But China cannot ignore these
emails, which get in the way of processing Olympics ticket requests.

Please see the template at the bottom. Please also pledge to send the
same email every 6 hours, or every time you check your email. If they
get tens of thousands of email a day, they will have to do something
about it.

WHY?

China should use its leverage to bring reconciliation and peace in
Burma. However, it recently vetoed a Security Council resolution on
Burma. Yet with the threat of Olympics boycott, China has yielded
significantly to condemn Sudan's genocidal regime.

Please note that this action is NOT a call to boycott the Olympics.

Here is what you should do:
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Send to ticketsupport@ beijing2008. cn every 6 hours, or every time you
check your email.
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Subject: re: tickets

Dear Sirs/Madams,

I am very interested in purchasing tickets to some of the events at
next year's Olympic games.

However I cannot, in good conscience, attend the Beijing Olympics
unless your government uses its influence to improve the political
situation in Burma. China has substantial economic interests in the
country, provides large amounts of economic aid, and invests heavily
in infrastructure projects there. Additionally, your government
provides extensive logistical support to Burma's military government.
All this make China uniquely placed to influence it.

The people of Burma have, in a very peaceful manner, insisted that
their rights be respected. I ask no more of your government than that
it cease its support for the current regime, and encourage dialog with
the democratically elected representatives of the Burmese nation.

I, the Burmese people, and the world would be grateful for your
assistance in this matter. Your courage will go a long way towards
making the 2008 Olympics a success.

With sincere thanks,

(name of sender)

MAINS students' second statement on Burma

2007-10-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

Second Joint Statement of Asian Students of Sungkonghoe University in

Support of Democracy in Burma

2007 October 2, South Korea

The monks started a peaceful protest 12 days ago and the SPDC military junta have left at least on “official count” 13 dead including a Japanese journalist, Kenji A. But according to information from NLD headquarters 250 protestors were killed including hundreds arrested and detained. Hundreds more suffered injuries when the police launched a crackdown on the protesting monks and civilians including raids on monasteries.

The scenario was an infamous retrospective of the 1988 uprising in Burma today in the sense that junta government went on a rampage of killing at least 3000 student demonstrators while the world was sleeping. But now the whole world is watching and doing something. Nineteen years after the uprising and almost forty five years under a military rule, the people in Burma had enough of it! Their resilience to take the brunt against this regime has reached its limit and that same resilience will endure any sacrifices that the Burmese people and other ethnic nationals will inevitably suffer for genuine democracy.

The recent crackdown on protests in Burma has provoked widespread condemnation from the Western democracies. While the call for sanctions by the US and UK may have little impact on restraining the regime it can deliver impact if a more decisive action from the United Nations will be put forward. The visit of the UN special envoy Ibrahim Gambari so far is the only concrete action that we see from the United Nations. We hope to see more decisive actions from the international community amidst diplomatic channels.

The Association of Southeast Asian Nations (ASEAN) despite its non-interference policy, scorn the junta. Though one may view that the statements made by Japan, India, Russia and China were just diplomatic rhetoric and is not enough to stop the killings, it is still a welcome move coming from these countries that have extensive economic relation with the junta. We urge that they must consider that doing business at the expense of the people is not good business. Human rights protection and promotion is their business too and they must exert more effort in holding the SPDC accountable for its actions!

We would like to emphasize that international pressure from social movements and civil society around the world is a warning that it would not allow this barbaric regime to continue to rule. The international solidarity showed to the rest of the world that it supports the legitimate demands of the peoples of Burma and their heroism.

While the SPDC has guns, the peoples of Burma have their duly elected government in exile to move the country forward. While SPDC is struggling to hold on to their power, it will not be for long because the people have already spoken – they want freedom, they want democracy, human rights and justice. National reconciliation will remain a hollow demand if it will not coincide with the unconditional release all political prisoners, including NLD leader, Daw Aung San Suu Kyi.

We believed that the resistance has not been smothered. It is growing and fueling rage among the brutalized people and the monks. The only one way to go is for the junta government to be dismantled and let civilian authority rule and democracy reign.

(Signed by 12 students from 10 countries of Sungkonghoe Master of Arts in Inter Asia NGO Studies Program)

Images of demonstration infront of junta embassy , Seoul, September 30

2007-10-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

(photos courtesy of Bong Soto)

Global Petition gathered 200,000 in 72 hours!

2007-10-01T04:29:00.000-07:00

I am copying you in the news that i got from the AVAAZ team that is responsible for the global petition in support of the democracy struggle in Burma. Please read message below. For those who have signed up already, you might receive the same message and i want to thank you personally for your support. and by the way, you still have a chance to forward it to your friends. to gather more signatures.

mabuhay kayo!!!

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Dear friends,

Burma's generals have brought their brutal iron hand down on peaceful monks and protesters -- but in response, a massive global outcry is gathering pace. The roar of global public opinion is being heard in hundreds of protests outside Chinese and Burmese embassies, people round the world wearing the monks' color red, and on the internet-- where our petition has exploded to over 200,000 signers in just 72 hours.

People power can win this. Burma's powerful sponsor China can halt the crackdown, if it believes that its international reputation and the 2008 Olympics in Beijing depend on it. To convince the Chinese government and other key countries, Avaaz is launching a major global and Asian ad campaign on Wednesday, including full page ads in the Financial Times and other newspapers, that will deliver our message and the number of signers. We need 1 million voices to be the global roar that will get China's attention. If every one of us forwards this email to just 20 friends, we'll reach our target in the next 72 hours. Please sign the petition at the link below -if you haven't already- and forward this email to everyone you care about:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/stand_with_burma/t.php

The pressure is working - already, there are signs of splits in the Burmese Army, as some soldiers refuse to attack their own people. The brutal top General, Than Shwe, has reportedly moved his family out of the country – he must fear his rule may crumble.

The Burmese people are showing incredible courage in the face of horror. We're broadcasting updates on our effort over the radio into Burma itself – telling the people that growing numbers of us stand with them. Let's do everything we can to help them – we have hours, not days, to do it. Please sign the petition and forward this email to at least 20 friends right now. Scroll down our petition page for details of times and events to join in the massive wave of demonstrations happening around the world at Burmese and Chinese embassies.

With hope and determination,

Ricken, Paul, Pascal, Graziela, Galit, Ben, Milena and the whole Avaaz Team

The Burma Bulletin - maiden article

2007-09-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

The the situation in Burma is a world headline today and you must be getting all the news from various media organizations already. In that case, i am introducing a new section from this website, it will cover two themes; one is about governments position on Burma and the other one is a compilation of actions from the civil society and/or social movements around the world in support of the peoples of Burma. For now, I am calling it the Burma Bulletin.

Here goes the first attempt.

WHAT GOVERNMENTS SAY?

India has been concerned on the situation in Burma not so much on the violence that the ruling junta is exerting on the protesters but more on their economic interests. It is a shame that the biggest democracy in Asia is reluctant to take a bolder move in favor of the suffering peoples of Burma. In its statement issued to the media, External Affairs Ministry spokesperson Navtej Sarna said that “It is our hope that all sides will resolve their issues peacefully through dialogue. India has always believed that

Myanmar

’s process of political reform and national reconciliation should be more inclusive and broad-based,”

The statement is nothing more than an insult to the injury of the monks and the Burmese peoples. From day one of the protests actions, the monks have been demanding for reconciliation and yet they were charged with tear gas and shot at with live rounds. The junta does not know the real meaning of peaceful dialogue and national reconciliation. For almost 20 years, we never saw an inclusive and broad-based approach from the junta to deliver peace and development in the country. Contrary to its name, the State for Peace and Development Council (SPDC) has been consistently exploiting and persecuting the peoples of Burma.

Enough of rhetoric, India must put its foot down

Good news from friends

2007-09-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

Nur Kholis, my Indonesian classmate at MAINS program emailed us this evening to inform that the Indonesian Commission on Human Rights (Nur being a new member of the Commission) has put the Burma situation in their formal agenda yesterday. His other organization, Wahid Institute will conduct a prayer rally tonight together with Indonesian activists and human rights defenders.

My Filipino friend, Pete Rahon, working at May 18 Foundation has passed around the petition I forwarded him and informed that May 18 Foundation will hold a demonstration this Saturday.

My other friend from Germany, Sumy Roth, chat with me this evening and told me that she has been passing the petition as well.

These are heart warming information that I would like to share with you as well.

Take a step now, sign up for the Global Petition!

2007-09-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

Dear Friends,

As you may notice, I have been devoting my website to the cause of Burma democracy and human rights struggle. I have sent some friends a global petition that has been circulating around for a few days now.

If you are not one of the recipients of that global petition yet, please visit this link http://www.avaaz. org/en/stand_ with_burma/ h.php/?cl= 20636099 and sign up now. Stand up and be counted.

Burma’s struggle for democracy is very close to my heart because we were in that situation before and I knew how it feels to be under martial rule for 23 years with our basic civil and political rights curtailed. When I was still working in Amnesty International in the Philippines, we formed a network called Free Burma Coalition in 1994 to show our solidarity and as a response to pressure the junta (military) government which called itself the State Law and Order Restoration Council (SLORC ) but changed its name to State for Peace and Development Council or SPDC. I was also one of the founding members of the regional network Alternative ASEAN (ALTSEAN) based in Bangkok, Thailand which focuses on Burma. I had the opportunity to visit the Thai-Burma border twice and met the ethnic nationals during my visits. In late 1990s, I was also privileged to interview U Thin Oo, vice president of National League for Democracy (NLD) for a radio program with international listeners. Through those years, we never stopped haunting the SPDC to give up their military power and turn it over to a civilian authority. NLD, through the leadership of Daw Aung San Suu Kyi won a landslide electoral victory in 1990 but was not able to exercise their mandate for a single day to govern Burma. Instead she was put under house arrests and some of the NLD leaders have to go on political exile in different countries just to survive and continue with their fight for genuine democracy in Burma.

What has been happening in the last nine days is a prelude to another crackdown that happened in the 1988 uprising in Burma which was spearheaded by the student’s activists at that time. I have said this because the SPDC has no regard at all for the legitimate demands of the protesting monks. To date, a monk has been shot dead and there have been arrests of at least 100 monks and nuns and the hundreds that were injured when tear gas was used to disperse the peaceful demonstrations. BUT, there is one difference at that time and today, the world was not aware that killings have been going on in Burma in 1988, but nowadays, everything is known to the international community, support is coming from civil society from different parts of the world. So, don’t let this moment slip away without doing anything to support their struggle for democracy and human rights. We can see light at the end of the tunnel.

And there is one thing that I am very sure of - the spirit and fervor of the peoples in Burma will prevail.

SPDC police violently dispersed the monks and nuns demonstration

2007-09-26T02:48:00.000-07:00

With three term papers to write, 3 presentations to prepare and lot readings to catch up, i cannot do much to actively participate in condemning the attacks of the SPDC police to the protesting monks. Its deplorable, barbaric and desperate act on the part of the SPDC. I fervently hope that the international community, through the UN will act now rather than later and before it gets too late! Rhetorics should be followed by deeds.

Please check the link below for images from BBC news on the attacks of SPDC police to the ranks of the monks. At least 100 monks and nuns were injured and arrested.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/in_pictures/7013852.stm

Let me however share this poem that i wrote yesterday morning to show my respect and solidarity with the monks and people of Burma. (I wrote this before the dispersal on the demonstration happened)

(photo courtesy of BBC news)

The Golden Monks

Shaven heads and bare feet

Petite bodies in Maroon robes

Walking the long miles of road

Chanting let there be peace

Let there be peace on this land of gold

Walking under the sun and rain

With laurels on their ears maintain

Inspiration in this time of desperation

As the chanting echoes on and on

Let there be peace, let there be peace

19 long years of suffering and misery

The robes cannot be silenced in treachery

By a junta that is power-greedy

The chanting will not fade away

Let there be peace, oh let there be peace

Revered and love by everyone

Human chains are created as one

To secure them from harm

As they pray and chant

Let there be peace, yes, let there be peace

In meditation but will not be silenced

Peaceful but can be radical in their own way

Petite but courageous and strong

The monks in maroon keep chanting

Let there be peace and peace shall reign

Show you care, take actions now! and make a difference!

2007-09-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Friends,

Today is a new moon. I hope that it also brings new future for Burma very soon . It has been 19 long years that the people are suffering under the junta government called SPDC (State for Peace and Development Council). Let not this moment pass you by without taking any actions. show your support and solidarity.

Am sharing here with you two very important links to keep you updated on what is happening in Burma on a daily basis. the first link, http://www.ncgub.net/, is the site of the National Coalition of Government Union in Burma and the other one is a media organization called The Irrawaddy, http://www.irrawaddy.org/ which covers Burma and the rest of South East Asia. Please visit them, better yet bookmark them.

So take actions now, big or small, virtual or real time, everything that you do matters to our brothers and sisters in Burma.

Let me share two quotations from two of the people i admire so much. may they inspire you too!

It is not the kings and generals that make history, but the masses of the people.
- Nelson Mandela

When injustice becomes law, resistance becomes a duty.
- ‘Che’ Guevara

Demonstration infront of Myanmar Embassy Seoul

2007-09-24T18:30:00.000-07:00

MAINS students gathered together for the demonstration after class; the weather did not cooperate that day .

The demonstrators finally reached the embassy and joined the other Burmese activists who were there waiting for us already.

Our Burmese friend Nay Tun and Badrul from Malaysiawere shielding me from the rain while reading our statement below. The statement was given to the embassy through the police officer who were "protecting" the Myanmar Junta embassy.

Joint Statement of MAINS Programme students of Sungkonghoe University
September 18, 2007
South Korea

The arrest of the members of the 88 generation student leaders from the National League for Democracy (NLD) on August 21 is illegal.

The arrested leaders were protesting against the price hike of fuel imposed by the Junta government. It was ironic that the demand for their basic economic right to rollback the price of fuel to make it affordable for ordinary people was greeted with another violation of their basic political right to air their legitimate grievances.

The decades of sufferings of the Burmese and other ethnic nationals under the Junta government merits our immediate attention to denounce its continued suppression of the fundamental rights of its people. It has been an international knowledge that this regime for the longest time, is trampling on the peoples’ economic, social and cultural rights and civil and political rights. The endless unrest and conflict between and among its people are considered crimes against humanity that has to be addressed promptly.

The right to a peaceful assembly and to be free from arbitrary arrest and detention are guaranteed under articles 3 and 9 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and in other international laws. The State and Peace Development Council (SPDC), as member of the United Nations are duty bound to uphold these rights at all times and should be made accountable for their actions.

The SPDC cannot continue to turn its deaf ears and blind eyes away from the truth anymore. It has to face up to the problems it created and let the people be free of their misery. Enough is enough!

And we demand that it must start now! Free the 88 generation student leaders now!

Listen to the people of Burma. They want freedom and democracy. They want freedom from hunger and deprivation of their land and natural resources. They want peace and development their way. They want to live harmoniously and look forward to a better future. They want to live as human beings.

They want it now and we support their claims.

Free Burma Now!

Photos courtesy of Pinpaka Ngamsom

We Are With You

2007-09-24T11:22:00.000-07:00

As i was preparing to write the statement for our demonstrations i was reading the information related to the arrests of the leaders of the 88 students generation. One article had a tremendous effect on me and it prompted me to write a tribute for their bravery. This poem is for them.

We Are With You
(a poem for Nilar Thein and Kyaw Min Yu**)

They jailed him for fifteen years
To break his heart and bones
They locked her up for ten years
To break her bones and heart

A cowardly act, a disgrace in disguise
A soldier of brutality and despise
A killing machine in the waiting
No way, you can’t break them down

They may have fragile bodies
But their spirits are unconquered
They maybe weak physically
But their soul is whole and free

What is it there to be scared of?
Why freedom and democracy
Can’t be as sacred as life?
Why respond with cruelty and brutality?

Like birds they will soar
The walls and bars will roar
Heaven and sky will cry
It will crushed the hell in the eye

No amount of acts can justify
No amount of words can purify
No amount of silence can terrify
Everyone is heeding to fight and defy

Nilar Thein and Kyaw Min Yu
And at least a dozen more of you
Might be in Insein**prison so we construe
Keep those fires burning alive for we are with you!

* The couple Kyaw Min Yu and Nilar Thein were imprisoned for 15 and 10 years respectively. They have not been out of prison for very long but Kyaw Min was arrested again on August 21 along with dozens protester against fuel increases imposed by SPDC without notices. His wife is now in hiding to escape arrest too. They have a four month daughter.
**It is the notorious and infamous prison in Burma

And the protests in Burma continues...

Modeling for a Cause

2007-07-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

One Saturday afternoon, MAINS students were invited to participate in an event that promotes fair trade and one of the activities in the program was to "walk in the ramp" wearing the different t-shirt designs of an artist to promote social issues and raising money for their organization at the same time. It was fun doing that with the young Korean students during that one hour fashion show; as you can see activism now comes in many form.

hi

2007-07-07T06:41:00.000-07:00

hi everyone,

the subtle light from my lampshade gives a relaxing mood to write this welcome note and the view from where i am sitting while writing is beautiful especially now that the trees are full of green leaves and big Chinese roses are asserting their existence in between those trees. though in the evening you can only just see the shapes and shadows of those trees, it is still a beautiful view.

today is the first day that i finally started to set up my blog spot. i have been thinking about setting up one in the last couple of months but i have to wait for my friend Badrul @ che'GuBard from Malaysia to walk me through in blog spot making. I must say this is too "techie" for me not withstanding the responsibility that comes with it. Will i be able to sustain it? or will it be my first and last posting!!!

anyhow, here i am trying it out and hopefully, i will be a real blogger one day.

for starters let me say that i expect a warm welcome message from you bloggers out there and a little encouragement is not difficult to make this new "project" work.

let me however share with you a poem which i think fits this welcome note. it is from a book of A Flute Player - Poems and Essays by C.D. Pi and translated to English by Lee Jae-ho

THIS MOMENT

What a splendid reality
that this moment
i am looking at the stars!

although sooner or later
my eyes will turn to dust,
what a dazzling reality,
that this moment
i am hearing the Ninth symphony!

although my friends forget me
and fade away in my memory,
what a pleasant reality,
that this moment
i am laughing and talking with them!

someday my brain will cease to function
and my hands go to decay
but even nothingness cannot destroy the reality
that this moment
i am writing as i please.

Regional Summer School

2007-07-04T04:34:00.000-07:00

we are in a summer regional school for a week and its now our third day in this beautiful place called "Future in Us" in the country side of Gapyeong, Gyeonggi province.

our summer class is a little bizzare because it has been raining since the night we arrived here, but the whether cooperated yesterday evening during our barbeque party.

this regional school is intensive because we have 6 hours of classes everyday discussing about global democracy, resistance, human rights, alternatives and globalization.

there is simultaneous translation from english to hangul because this regional school is composed of MAINS students and other Korean activists.

20th Anniversary Commemoration of the June 1987 Uprising

2007-06-24T03:23:00.000-07:00

The President and First Lady of Republic of Korea, together with some members of the families of the martyrs of the Korean Democracy Struggle in 1987 graced the 20th anniversary commemoration held at Sejong Cultural Center. The President of the Korean Democracy Foundation is also at this photo, (second to the left).

Images of May 1980 Commemoration

2007-06-20T03:09:00.001-07:00

the street drama reliving the May 1980 Gwangju Uprising, notice the smoke coming from the "tear gas"

the lanters of spirit of the fallen marytrs of Gwangju

May 1980 Gwangju Uprising Commemoration

2007-06-20T01:31:00.000-07:00

Last May, the whole MAINS students went to Gwangju to participate in the peace conference and at the same time joined the commemoration at downtown Gwangju where the uprising took place.

It gave me goose bumps while the uprising was relived by the street drama. I saw many Koreans weeping. The big participation by the youth and students was also overwhelming. The “tear gas” smoke that covered the circle and the presence of young men in fatigue uniforms also gave us the feeling of “fear" and "anger” at the same time during that period.

The opera song from the background at one point was very moving while they were releasing a hot-air-balloon- like lantern into the air with burning candles that represent the soul and spirit of the fearless Koreans at that time who sacrificed their lives against Chun Doo-hwan dictatorship.

See for yourself the images of the commemoration shortly after this posting.

A Message to Daw Aung San Suu Kyi

2007-06-20T00:42:00.000-07:00

In behalf of the students from 11 countries of MAINS (Masters of Arts in Inter-Asia Ngo Studies) at Sungkonghoe University, I am honored and privileged to be one of the well-wishers on the occasion of your 62nd birthday celebration.

Conveying our warmest greetings to you has always been a prelude to speak about your passionate fight for democracy in Burma. Your resilience continues to keep the faith of Burmese and other ethnic nationals, both inside and outside Burma that one day freedom from junta will come. Moreover, you have also kept our spirit of solidarity from many countries in the world.

As a human rights activist myself, I would like to share with you that we have our little contribution to support your struggle; I was founding member of the Free Burma Coalition based in the Philippines and the ALTSEAN which is based in Bangkok. I had also the opportunity to visit your country to interview the vice president of National League for Democracy (NLD) in late 1999.

I would remember marching the streets of Makati City leading to the Myanmar embassy in the Philippines while chanting, "demokrasiyesiye, doe, doe"! no end. I thought that my coming to Korea to study will cut off my links to the Burmese people but on the contrary; I have met more of them and have inspired me again.

I am sure that you would be more delighted if I/we are also wishing your countrymen all the best to continue the fight for democracy and human rights and I believe in my heart that there is no greater gift that you want for your birthday but a real democracy in Burma now.

Let me end my greetings by reading a poem entitled “leading light” composed by Moe Yu May in 2005 and translated to English by Dr. Maung Maung Hla Kyaing;

How brave the star leads upon the darkness sky
Here we will wait until see the sun
Though evils are creeping and filling up with their lies
Sit, comrades: look her sky, how bright with the light of freedom

We join, we sing and we pray for her brighten days
As great as she devotes for our soil
We vow, we unite and we build up for a country of our dream
As deep as she dedicates her life for our soil

Happy Birthday Daw Aung San Suu Kyi!

[photos to follow]

student life is getting into the way of my blogging

2007-06-18T08:57:00.001-07:00

I have not been able to post the past few days because i was very busy writing my 3 term papers and 5 essays. anyhow i managed to finish everything yesterday (whew!)after many sleepless nights!!! tomorrow will be the first day that i could hopefully enjoy the remaining 6 days of our two-week summer Quarter recess. i will post more tomorrow. for the meantime i just wanted to say that being a student can be fun and rewarding but at the same time it is too daunting a task and felt that my shoulders have frozen already because of stress.

yesterday i went to the NLD-Korea celebration of the 62nd birthday celebration of Daw Aung San Suu Kyi, the fighting woman leader of the League for National Democracy in Burma/Myanmar.I gave a very short message which I will post as well.

good times, bad times

2007-06-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

The Onsu Incident

2007-06-12T03:29:00.000-07:00

I am writing to vent out my feelings and to give everyone the full story (from my perspective) of what happened at ONSU station at 9.10 in the morning of yesterday (Wednesday, May 30, 2007).

as we (Manda, Pinpaka, nay tun) were chatting and waiting for our male classmates, something happened. nay tun and i were sitting fronting the opposite platform, Pinpaka and Manda on the other side. since a train just passed by there were only less than five people waiting on the opposite side for the next train to come, but the next one is not stopping at Onsu. i remember one man carrying a plastic bag with a checkered jacket, could not remember very much how he looks though.

then the next train from the other side comes which was moving fast, i stood up but saw from my peripheral vision that someone just jumped to the rail track and i asked nay tun what just happened but he just uttered oh, oh oh, many times and when i looked back at the train that is still moving, one pair of black shoe was flying above the train and fell down just a few yards where we were standing.

nay tun confirmed that a man indeed jumped into the train track. when the train stopped , we can see the body under the train, i saw from afar the checkered jacket protruding a little bit from one of the wheels of the train. Nay Tun, Pinpaka and Manda went nearer to see and people started to gather and saw some of them making phone calls.

i just kept walking back and forth to the platform and was throwing up but since we had no breakfast yet, nothing is coming out except the bitter and acidic taste of my own saliva. i was in tears and a little bit shaking like crazy. passengers from the train that stopped and those embarking from the other train were probably looking at my unusual reaction. but it was my first time and probably for Manda, nay tun and Pinpaka as well, but maybe my classmates have a stronger stomach than i do. i must admit am too emotional and i would even cry at a mushy movie so how much more when you witness a person commits suicide.I just wondered now how i managed to stay working in two human rights organization when i have seen worst than what I've seen yesterday.

Anyhow, help came after 10-15 minutes. Badrul called that their train is near Onsu. i called the others and informed them that we need to get to the next approaching train. I asked Pinpaka to take a photo of the shoe but she replied that she cannot do that because that is evidence. I told her that i do not need the shoe itself but just the photo of it and she laughed and i did also after she realized what i meant. that broke the ice. i came to my senses a little bit and asked nay tun to take the photo of the particular car of the train where the dead man's body was lying.

the men's train arrived and we all got in. we move from one car to the other to find Badrul, BonoNur. as we were moving inside the train, many questions crossed my mind. Who was that man? why did he jump? was he alone? does no one cares for him? does he have relatives? does he have identification cards?. questions as bizarre as, was it really a sudden death or did he feel pain? is his body intact or cut into pieces? does it take a lot of courage to do that or was it cowardliness? and many more questions that i just kept to myself.

we had a very small discussion on the train about that scene and then silence until we met the person who was waiting for us at Mongwha station.am sure that experience will continue to affect me for the few next days.

yesterday was really a baaaaad day for me, but maybe for that man, it was a good day to die.who knows?

see you in campus,
Jessi

My Activism in Korea

2007-06-11T23:48:00.001-07:00

March 17, 2007, anti war demonstration at Seoul Station, Francis Lee, Director of ARENA to my left, Jim Choi, best friend of ARENA and Bono Hussain ( in hood) from India, one of my classmates at MAINS.

March 24, joined the hunger strikers just for a night to protest the agreement
on FTA between the US and Korean governments